My Sense of Dread

Today I have felt overwhelmed and completely void of any sense of the next step in my life.
Is it:

• The weather or,
• Maybe  I stayed up too late last night watching television or,
• The gathering to bid my sister in law farewell or,
• My friend facing and winning a cancer battle or,
• The call that my grandmothers sister has been hospitalized or,
• Cupid celebrates on Monday and I do not look forward to it or,
• I fear the closing stories of this blog or
• Is it all of these things or none of these things.

I know that it took everything I could muster to write today. I've just gazed upon the snow and was reminded of how much I wanted a white Christmas in December 2005.

Tomorrow will be better...